Also, I am well-aware that I am so far behind my 100 Days too but real life issues and stuff have been preventing me from spending quality time with my computer so hopefully, things will blow over within the next couple of days and I’ll be able to write again.
Okay, so I keep hearing about “Plurk” and it seems a couple of the Tumblr people have moved there so I decided to follow the trend and made my own.
Feel free to “add/follow” me or something.
Okay, so, I hit a bit of a block with The Heart Never Lies.
Hopefully the 100 Days would help me get rid of it.
I’m not abandoning it, don’t worry. I just need a bit of nudge.
Nathan couldn’t help but grin. It was a small noise, almost unnoticeable but he heard it. He could every tell tale gasps, every - fingers pressed against bare skin, tightening and loosening, body arching to press against his - hitch of Jessica’s breath. He lived for those noises - loved how they told him that she was unraveling underneath him.
Nathan watched her face - the way her eyebrows furrowed, face flushed, eyelids fluttering ever so lightly and mouth falling open a little, noises of contentment falling from them.
Her eyes slowly blinked open - pupils blown wide - locking with his own. He couldn’t help the smile that slowly inched its way on his lips, so overwhelmed by how beautiful she looked. He couldn’t but lean down and capture her soft lips, kissing her desperately. She seemed startled, mouth opening giving him a chance to deepen her kiss before she started kissing him back, just as fiercely.
She tilted her head to the side, gasping and panting as his fingers idly drew patterns against her inner thigh. Nathan focused on nipping and sucking at the bare skin of her neck, loving the little trembles of her body.
But he could feel she was still holding back. He could feel the tension in her body, and how her noises were still cut-off. Too quiet. She always had a little problem with just letting go and letting him take care of her.
So he gripped her hips and pulled her closed -easily - before he pressed his hips down - again and again and again -letting out a little groan himself at the feeling of being so close against her with only two layers of fabric between them. And Nathan watched her fall apart.
Her eyes shut tight, fingers digging at his shoulder almost painfully and body arching, trembling, shaking before going boneless underneath him.
Nathan smiled, pressing a soft kiss against her cheek, reveling in her soft pants. His hands found their way to her bare waist, squeezing her lightly, feeling her tremors. He watched her eyes slowly open, a dazed smile on her lips mirroring the smile on his own.
He’ll never get tired of this.
“Did I do something wrong?” she asked softly as she looked down the ground. “Did I do something to offend you?”
“Hey, no,” Nathan immediately said, touching her gently on the arm. She raised her head, staring at his hand on her arm. “You didn’t do anything wrong.”
“You’re avoiding me,” Jessica murmured softly. “Nathan, you don’t just avoid people for no reason.” She paused as she looked up at him with shining. “Please tell me what I did. If I don’t know, how can I fix it?”
Okay. Let’s get working on some Nathessica stuff.
Just came back from vacation with the ‘rents and from a self-served exile from the online world because it is such a distraction when I found out that the lovely Miss Jessica deleted. I’m devastated but I shall continue on writing Nathan/Jessica - and Clark/Jessica - drabbles in the hopes that she’ll come back to us.
“Hey,” Clark murmured, grabbing Nathan’s arm. At seeing his co-star’s slightly defensive countenance, he held his arms up in surrender. “I’m not here to fight. I just, I just need something to tell you.”
Nathan looked over to where Jessica was standing, taking note of her worried expression. He smiled at her, silently telling her it’s all good. She nodded once, sending on last forlorn look at Clark, before heading inside the bookstore. “Make it quick.”
“It’s…it was always clear from the start that she was going to choose you,” Clark said slowly. “I knew it was always going to be you, even if I didn’t want to admit it to myself at that time.”
Nathan’s eyes softened a little at the confession. “Clark.”
“No, just let me get this out,” Clark said, holding a hand out. “I love her, a lot. And I would be lying to you if I said that it’s not killing me to see her so happy with you. But that’s the thing - she’s happy with you. So I’m letting her go. I’m bowing out. I’m not going to be the one who stand in the way of her happiness.”
“Just…take care of her, alright?” Clark continued, his tone pleading. “She thinks she’s not special. She thinks she’s not all that. God, Nathan, she’s just so fragile. So don’t forget to remind her of everything she is. Because she is so good and so pure-hearted. She’s everything right in this world. Don’t let her lose sight of that, okay?” Clark paused. “Because if you fail to do that, I will not hesitate to try and take her away from you.”
Nathan smiled, nodding. “Thank you, Clark.”
“Give her the love that she deserves. Nothing less.”